Please don't laugh. . .

I'm begging you. I did something crazy and added a section to the side showing my weight loss progress. That number is a hard thing to put out for the world to see. I'm hoping it will be a motivator to me, knowing that I have to post it every week. I could've just put the pounds I lost for the week, but I thought the actual weight was more important. Don't laugh at me. I hate what I've done to myself enough as it is.